1000 of our suns combined and it's not as hot as you and me together, baby

Photo by Klara Kulikova on Unsplash


26 letters and not one combination can describe it

A billion books printed and not one can define it

But I can trace it on your face

The angle of your jaw;

The dimples in your cheeks.

I don't get lost in your eyes, I get found.

Yet it's you who comes to me for salvation.

Get on your knees

Worship me--

Our bed is an altar

Your tongue is an offering

Sing praises against my lips

But it's me who will be rejoicing.


He gets what he wants the first time, but he'll go twice more after that.

He wants me to finish as fast as I can;

So he can make me do it again.

But first, slow it down

Show me how you missed me. 

Because it has to be me;

Just me. Only me.

Holding me close and moaning softly into my neck

Stroking my hair

Cradling my face in that way you know makes me feel wanted.

His hands searching all over and never seem to find--

That's okay, take your time.


You look at me like I'm a galaxy, but I'm a supernova.

I'm going to explode. I'm dying inside.

I'm not built to be so full. 

Drain me. Take everything I have.

Skin deep is too shallow; I need to be under yours.

You're inside of me and it's not close enough.

My mouth is too small to hold your name.

It's spilling out of me because it's so big.

I can't contain it.

Overtake me, consume me.

Devour me like I'm your last meal.

Bow your head and give thanks.

Eat until you're full of myself.

Heaven drips from your mouth and you smile at me, half-drunk, too pleased.

I could never have enough of that look.


Don't stop looking at me.

Forever. Tonight. Just for this moment.

But now it's time to burn out and fade away.




Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

My LGBTQ Identity Is Actually Pretty Straight-Forward

Image
I've known since I was at least 12 that I liked girls. I knew it was more than just as friends, too, because of the funny feelings I'd get between my legs. I even experimented a little bit with my best friend at the time. I wrote about it in my diary. The excitement and desire was clear from my writings at the time. I don't remember when I learned the word bisexual or if that was the same moment I accepted myself as bisexual, but as far as I'm concerned, it doesn't matter. I've been this way for a long time. Despite this, my sexual and romantic experience has been overwhelmingly male dominated. Not exclusively, but predominantly. It's not something I was happy with per se, but I felt I had had little choice in the matter. It had just worked out this way. I remember my sponsor in a 12-step program told me that she had heard of experiences of women addressing their trauma and deeper validation issues and then going on to exclusively date women. I'll never ...
Read more

What I'm Watching

Image
Currently watching: Naruto Shippuden - I'm at the Five Kage Summit arc. Not much else to say right now without getting into specific plot points about Madara, Itachi, and Pain. I'm enjoying it but the show is a massive undertaking and has a lot higher stakes and bigger consequences than the OG series. That can be exciting, but it's also intense.  My Hero (Rewatch) - This might actually be my favorite anime, not Haikyuu. It makes me so happy to watch or to listen to the soundtrack! I could easily plow through the rest of this (I'm just past the Overhaul arc in Season 4), but I'm trying to slow down so I can savor it. Black Clover -  I didn't expect to like this so much. It's really simple and by the numbers, but it's fun and entertaining. I am only 12 episodes in so far. I thought Yuno would be my favorite but he hasn't been in the show that much. I'd say Magna is my current favorite. Recently finished: Death Note (rewatch) - I had two main reas...
Read more

*Spoilers!* Demon Slayer: Infinity Castle Review

Image
Demon Slayer Infinity Castle by Favorisxp on DeviantArt Overall Thoughts I didn't start watching Demon Slayer until after the Entertainment District was already out. It was my 4th anime overall (I'm a late bloomer) and it really showed me what the medium of anime was capable of. I've been endeared to it ever since. I read the manga after the Swordsmith Village Arc and read the Infinity Castle arc again when the movies were announced.  I had high hopes going into the first Infinity Castle movie, but when I tell you that it blew my mind, I mean sometimes I was sitting slack jawed in amazement at the animation. That was a given. But the story aspects were well-woven together and didn't deviate much from the manga. Though I have read it, I'm not an expert, so I can't say exactly what they changed or didn't, but from what I remember, they kept things in pretty much the same order. I was wondering if they would chop up the fights and make sure we saw all of one fi...
Read more